The Odd Lot
The Worst Thing Of All
Everything is a contradiction:
maybe you know what you want but you are not really sure that you want it. Maybe you are looking for something that you don't really want to find. And maybe you want the things that you're not looking for. So, you probably desire what you deny.v Just picture a room full of people, all of them talking, all of them drinking. As you stand there, you want to leave, you want to be alone; you don't want to hear anyone talk. As you stand there, talking to your friends; wanting to get out, feeling the need to go out, As you hear the soft music pouring through the speakers, you realize that you need to be alone. And when you leave the party, you realize that you need some companionship and some warmth. Now, as you stand here at the edge of this lake, bathed in moonlight thinking about yourself, needing love and warmth, and knowing that the worst thing of all is making your desires come true. |
Completeness
Sometimes I feel incomplete.
It's as if I were a puzzle with a missing piece. A puzzle that will never be built. Sometimes I realize that there are a Thousand different beings, each of them striving, trying to reach completeness. There's the joker in me who plays silly games to hide his pain. There is another being which seeks expression through different ways, trying to accomplish perfection. And there's also the student who wants to learn everything about anything, who wishes to have an instant input of everything. What about the sad romantic being? Who feels lost and out of place anywhere and everywhere. Even if they do sound different and are a contradiction they are looking for the same thing; they all need one thing. One thing to fulfill them, one thing to bind them and light their dark world: Love. |